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ranjini
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PostPosted: Thu Jul 17, 2008 8:48 am Reply with quoteBack to top

SHE
Today he seemed to have lost in thoughts. When he got into the
bus, surprisingly he didn't search for me. He even didn't look up. He
just went straight to the last seat and started reading a novel. I tried
looking at him once or twice but he didn't lift his head at all. I think
he is hurt, I am feeling sorry, but what can I do? When we got down at
the office gate, I purposefully lingered a bit more at the gates to give
back him a smile, but I couldn't spot him in the crowd. Niru, I am
sorry, please be normal again.

SHE
Today I saw him in the food court. He was there with two girls
and was chatting, laughing, cracking jokes. He seemed to enjoy the
company. Is he also a typical boy who just wants to have as many girls
around him as possible? Is he a typical flirt? Does he want me also to
get included in that group for showcasing?
Probably the two girls were just good friends of him. At least I
hope so. Please god please let those be his sisters or just friends,
nothing else.

HE
Since that evening thing has happened, I have left staring at
her. I don't know but some inner voice is telling me to keep away. I am
not a street walking beggar to be treated like this. She might consider
herself whatever she might think of. She is beautiful, indeed, but that
doesn't mean she can insult me like that. I have sward not to look at
her again anymore and just to avoid her looks.
But I can't stay like this. I just like her and want to be with
her. She has committed a mistake, but wasn't that a bit natural. She
doesn't like me and doesn't want to encourage my feelings about her.
Simple isn't it? That's it. A complete halt for my feelings and my
dreams, but I don't think I can manage not to have even a look at her.
Will I be able to do it?
There is some saying, 'Oh god, change the situations around me
to favor me. At least give me the strength to change it. If I can't
change it, at least give me the strength to bear it.' Oh God, please
listen to me.

GOD:
You don't remember me when you are happy or contempt, do you?
When there is a problem or a really difficult situation, then you start
remembering me or praising me, don't you? I still won't interfere here.
My world is a complex entity with each and every thing or event properly
planned for some specific future as well as past reason. Why should I
interfere and break the balance of all these systems myself?

[to be continued....]

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drrams
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PostPosted: Fri Jul 18, 2008 12:46 am Reply with quoteBack to top

nice one indeed; keep writing… have read this diary pages (http://anuroj.sulekha.com) a year ago and i still remember those words.

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ranjini
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PostPosted: Fri Jul 18, 2008 5:39 am Reply with quoteBack to top

Cool...Have a nice time icon_smile.gif .

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PostPosted: Wed Jul 23, 2008 5:58 am Reply with quoteBack to top

Chill... The story is moving so nice icon_smile.gif icon_smile.gif
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